jet lagged, sick, emotional, tired

I hate long flights.

coming back from Japan was a nightmare.

Of course there’s the fact that i haven’t slept in 3 days no more than 5 hours…. total.

then there’s the added jet lag.

then there’s the added flu i started getting ON the plane… fever, chills, coughing, dizziness…. intense sore throat….

then there’s the kid next to me… screaming… 2 years old… just kept screaming the whole time “We’re gonna die! the plane’s gonna blow up!”

What i hate the most about being sick… is when i’m with a fever…. i start to get emotional. missing my ex wife… thinking about being in love… wishing i don’t die alone….