Trauma Survival

Great discussion on Abuse/Trauma and survival.  This might be about a video game, but it does express some concepts that society and the media often forgets to cover about abuse. The harm doesn’t end when physical/psych abuse stops.  And usually we are NOT ok.  it’s never “fine”… and people don’t just turn out ok.  You learn to carry the trauma[…]

Start Wearing Purple for me… NOW!

This is about fetishes/kinks.  Back in my early 20s, i was a cheater.  it took a long time for me to come out of that mentality and learn my lessons on how to handle a relationship… but that’s another story.   I was married…. and dating this girl in Hiroshima. She was really lonely and wanted attention. I was cheating. And[…]

Abuse and the Beast…..

I’ve had some abusive relationships… hell… even my family was abusive.  I’ve had anger management issues, physical abuse control issues, mental…. and i’ve had partners that abuse me too.  just some nasty, horrible, turbulent relationships.  oddly my friendships are generally healthier… but that’s not the point.  it takes 2 to have a relationship, but the point of this isn’t what[…]

2 year anniversary of a happy day……

Today is the 2 year anniversary of the happiest day of my life….. 2 years ago on this day … this woman entered my life…. She’s got a smile and energy when she walks into a room…. that captures every heart. Everyone loves her…. and can’t help adoring her…. sometimes i hate how much she’s loved by everyone…… adored by[…]

All the big announcements from Google’s Pixel event | Android Central

Google came out the gate swinging. All cool stuff. And definitely innovative considering Alphabet’s business model as an advertising focused company. So much of the innovation is on the backend. So the main question is …. will it sell? It’s sleek. Cheap. And does cool stuff. Better than apple. But…… Everything they selling from a front-end consumer perspective ….. isn’t[…]

Move to Vegas…

Some recent updates on my new life?  Linda and I got married! She quit her job and is now moved to Las Vegas with me…. Looking for work.  Also got implants… She healed good and looks great….. Also my arm got sliced bad in one of our fights and I’m now healing for 2 months with no exercise… So I’m[…]

Beauty of Age

In our daily dealings, going on abouts, my  gf often asks me if I find younger women attractive.  I’ve been noticing a pattern in the insecurity she shows…. Related to comparing herself to others.  Usually it manifests in a fear of someone’s youth being desirable, or their height, size.  Granted, some of these things, I did, at one point, find[…]